Waiting for my plane...

I lay in bed at night with my mind racing thinking of all sorts of things I could or should write about. But at that time I'm trying to fall asleep and I don't want to get back up and start writing. I need a device that registers my thoughts and will write for me when I'm to tired or lazy to do it myself. Wouldn't that be awesome to be able to hook up to one of those while you sleep and see what kind of things actually register in your mind when you're sleeping. The dreams you forget and subconscious thoughts. My mind goes so fast and I can't focus on anything for very long before another thought takes it's place. If I had a device like that it would go up in smoke minutes after I started using it. People often ask what I'm thinking about and a lot of the time I respond, "I don't know." Although sometimes it may be to avoid saying what I'm actually thinking, most of the time it's because I really don't know. My thoughts are so jumbled they don't make since. Before one thought can finish processing another one jumps in. And if I'm thinking about a specific situation or topic, then my thoughts will jump back and forth between sides and contradict each other. The good thing about that is that I view everything from multiple angles. The bad thing is that I can never make up my mind and stick to a decision. I've had a lot of serious life altering decisions to make lately and I get so confused. I go back and forth constantly between decisions. They just keep getting delayed. Hopefully while in Seattle this weekend, I will be so busy having fun, I won't have to think about much and I can just enjoy myself. Happy birthday to my great friends Casey and Amie. I'll be seeing you shortly.

I'm alive

Well, I managed to keep this up long enough for the assignment that was due, but obviously I've been slacking since I turned it in. I did get a good grade on it though. So here I am again. Just trying to get back in the habit of writing every so often. This is the closest thing to a journal I have I guess.
I have recently started attending the midsingles activites with my church. We have the YSA which is single LDS members between the ages of 18 and 30 and then there is the MSA which is normally 30 to 45 but now it starts at 27. :-) I feel that I fit in better with the midsingles than the young singles. I have a lot more in common with them. I don't know that it's any less drama, just a different kind of drama. I've had a lot of fun at the few activitites I've been to. I've made many new friends, however most of them are over 2 hours away given that the main activities are held in CA. I intend on helping spread the word here in the Reno area though so we can start holding activities here. Our group is so small right now. I'm looking forward to seeing what we can do.